June 12, 2009
Today is my birthday.
In a glimmer, I still believe that someday I could have a custodian that
responds faithfully to reason. It has been long coming for rain to quench my
grieving thirst. If a grain of mercy is in heart, I implore in the name of
goodness to cease from selfish madness and look upon to heal my wound.
I am strong and resolute well tested to endure. But the challenge before me now
is as difficult to what was experienced by forebears. My people then were
united brave and courageous. They fought with every means at hand and from toil
to toil I gained liberty.
My fight for freedom from slavery was hard. My struggle to be free from
corruption is not much different now. While they shared common sentiment and
willingness, I have none of these today. I am soaked deeply in filth that to
find good people is not easy.
I lost what was gained. My dignity which cost much to own is trampled to
decline in shame. My respect is gone amongst my peers and my abundance is
turned into a pit of barren hell. Children are hungry. Parents are angry. My
future is no longer ascertained. My neighbours are disappointed for I was once
strongly expected to lead in human rights and in prosperity. I failed them all.
It is on greed on those chosen to manage that forfeits my chance to flourish.
They cheat to suit compulsive yearning. They care not for others nor give
sympathy to anyone. It's a leadership where the wicked thrives, the honest
fearful and I helplessly suffer.
My electoral process is corrupted where the poor are bribed to abide. It is
inhibited suffrage rather than free choice. The method of selecting leaders is
tainted that regards to elected officials is despicably reviled.
I curl in my corner and lick my wound. I am in agony. I can not fight with
clubs, swords or guns. It's not in fashion anymore. Nor can I afford a drop of
blood from the citizenry. My only chance is on Election Day just few months
away. It is not much to hope, but it's the only one I have. My people power is
dead. It was used and often abused.
Six more years of the same will plunge me to irreversible harm. In the shadow
of my optimism, I see no silver lining. Dark cloud continuous to hover and
hardship is lasting. No end to pain as evil goes unbound to consume my flesh
for self gain. It is a sin and a crime, but neither faith nor law cares to put
it down.
Sinners win and the righteous defeated. It's a reverse to usual ending of a
story; an up side down submission to traditional value. It defies practice of
rewarding the good and punishing the crooked.
I weep for the suffering of my people. Cry louder for the hard hearted to hear.
For parents, shout your anger in bondage from need. Patriots in the upland,
absorb in thoughts that regardless my welfare is still your command. To the
government, listen to the inconsolable rancour of the citizenry. It's a
measure of disgust towards the malevolent stewardship of the day.
I am wounded from misdeed and malice of the selfish. Hear me all my people!
Bestow on me the kindness I crave for. I lament as I am in peril. I mourn for I
am lost and angry for I am violated. Join me in tears for hurt is unending and
the worst is yet to come. Help me pray for sanity and justice.
Where are the heroes? I beg you to open your eyes to the ugly picture of the
time. Listen to ballads of the old. It still expresses my longing. My freedom
is not a gift. It was won from lives of many. The fight is never over. I need
you to shield me from hurt. I must not fail nor shall I die.
I can not provide the needs of my people. They robbed me helplessly that I have
none left to give. I cry for the infant when mother's bosom is dry. My tears
are for the children when there.s no food on the table. My abundance is gone.
The plate is empty and the nation is hungry.
Today, I celebrate my liberty from foreign oppression. From heroes to heroes my
long awaited freedom was won. My life is written in blood. It is indeed a
tragedy that the glory from sacrifices of my braves is now squandered in vain.
My freedom is lost again. It is not to invaders from which it was won, but to
corruption of public servants guising as patriots. They plunge me into the
dungeon of destitution. Yes, again, I am hurt. Again, I am in pain and again, I
plea for justice. I find no freedom in poverty.
Happy independence!
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